Tomorrow will be my first day of sobriety. Yes I have Medicane to help me with it and councilors and people by my side. It's never been hidden from anyone but growing up I was always around drugs, never figured I'd find myself in a place where I'd have to risk my life everyday to support my habit and become a dealer. I am now going thru so many legal troubles I'm forced to stop doing what I do and before money becomes a problem I'm going to put my foot forward and put my foot on the brake as hard and as fast as I can. I haven't attempted to be sober in 4 years. I'm going to be struggling and all prayers and wishes will be thought of, goodluck to me. If I'm not online tomorrow etc, I'm dopesick but thinking of you guys. My goal in the next month or two is 1- get sober 2- go to the gym 3- get a real job.
This is more serious than you can think and I hope it's alright to post this.
Some of you may ask why I'm posting this.. reason being is because roatpkz has been my outlet in life for many years, let alone.. I have noone irl. Goodluck to me, all prayers accepted.