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  1. Been saying this for a long time. Game has changed alot in the years. Many bullshit deaths due to game fault ect. Kdr shows some type of ”skill” (?) Kill and not be killed
  2. Smackd should be co owner by now. Guys a fucking legend, love that nigga
  3. Smoked hash & weed for way over 10 years Done cocaine & taken painkillers for over 6 years Done LSD over 300 times, ate shrooms over 20 times. Done DMT 4 times Done Ecstasys over 20 times Now to BENZOS/xanax, my biggest enemy. I’ve been on those bitches for years and let’s not even start with lyricas and ketamine lmao… And it’s all just because I was too young when I started (11 years old. Started smoking hash before cigarettes (13) lmao). Not being able to deal with my feelings and emotion at such a low age. Having family in & out of jail, some killed. Friends killed as young as 15 yrs old. Trouble accepting death in general. Especially since I was a dedicated muslim as a VERY young kid. But after serching for God for so long, I found myself. I am God. It all started with me not being able to continue smoking hash & weed cuz the school I went to as a kid did frequent urine tests, every monday. So I went over to bigger and worse drugs. In many situations I’ve caught myself not being able to get high off anything anymore. I just did it to feel ”normal”. I’ve spent probably 100s of thousands of dollars on drugs I think lmao we’re addicts. Will never stop being addicts. Even sex gotta be the closest to r4p3 (with consent ) to get the ”high”. Or even ROAT PKZ, I always end up gambling my PKP, which is why I quit The key is to get hooked on something else and always keeping your mind busy with activities. I train MMA & no-gi 6 days a week now for the past 2 years. Did muay thai and BJJ A WHOLE LOT in my early teen years. I’ve always had a passion for fighting but it faded away along with criminality and drug/gambling abuse Worst of all is the withdrawals you get when you quit. It can fuck you up bad, depending on the intensity of your addiction & what type of drug(s). You gotta be real careful life is a game. Play it correct or it will play you. One second it feels like you got control over everything, you got the ball in your hands. Next thing you know you never had the ball in the first place there are many ”you” in ”you” make sure they are alligned with eachother. Your biggest and strongest thought will pull your life towards it, like determine the direction I’ve been in & out of jail for gun possesions, drug possesions, attempted murderS, robberieS and so much more and it all has the same roots bad friends, bad environment, bad upbringing, criminal family, lonliness, ego, money, boredom ect it’s VERY common that geniuses (like myself) lose interest in the external world after achieving everything we’ve ever wanted or after seeing all that we need to see (I’ve had a car for 100k, I’ve had a house for 300k both at the age of 19. Made my first $100k at almost 16 years of age). Talent and potential goes in the trash I frequently found enough pieces of myself to function for a day maximum. Then I lost them again. Resulting in promising people around me that I’m gonna get myself and my shit fixed, and then the next day I dissapointed myself and wwhoever had trust in me I can go on and on. I’ve been shot I’ve been stabbed, I can go on all day. I’ve done things to people which people would consider crimes against humanity/HORRIBLE. But much of it I cannot remember, and the rest of it I cannot feel. At the time my empathy along with many other POSITIVE emotions were GONE. And they still are. In this industry people calculate their steps because they have something to lose. I did not care if my family would get murdered, or my ”friends”, not ANYONE but myself. Today, I do care about my family. And that’s it. I’m still working on myself every single day. I’ve been called a narcissist, I’ve been called a psychopath, but I’ve also been called an addict, which is the worst but most accurate thing I’ve been called. I’ve had many ego deaths on psychedelic drugs before. But like I’ve said many times before, it’s easy to fall back. Even if it’s at the back of your mind, or deep in your heart. Drugs can completely destroy and rip you off of your morals as well as other values but also your perspective on life. They also strip you from your ambitions comfort is a drug. We don’t have to kill animals and cook them ourselves anymore, we just go to the store and buy food and get dopamine. We like to sit home all day play Roat Pkz win stakes, get kills, with food delivery IRL, smoking a joint or doing coke get well brother. Get hooked on something else, something that benefits you & those you love. Life isn’t always good and death isn’t always bad. YOU CHOOSE. You control your own reality. DO NOT be a slave to your desires & needs. Conquer your mind, be your own hero, your own king, your own GOD. Be your own dad. Be independent, never depend on anyone or anything. Stay strong mate
  4. You little snitch are you mad your dead little sister was a rape victim? I’ll go dig and piss on her Go shove a rosé wine up your mothers pussy you digusting son of a slut I hope you get genetic cancer fuck your dead ones fuck your family fuck your friends and fuck you You cuck suck my dick
  5. salty lol - been caught out after all these years, not sure why you're trying to reference my early days of playing roat (bit weird), not an employee as this is not a "job" but you can keep saying that if it makes you feel better (idk weird); Stop crying lol Finally, a solution @repent You’ve lost in life you have negative points you’re a nobody a rat you tried to kill yourself over this game a few years ago you can’t joke about that pussy
  6. Ok, do your job right? Employee. You only have a job because of us players I wish people knew you from the time you were server support or even before that. Silent shy guy who never left ::CW, pk'ing was never on his mind now he's a pk police, banning people for no reason. ur a dick, a prick, horunge
  7. You didn't read or care about what I said If this employee doesn't listen or care then who will? @Gretar Come on, tell me. You're the biggest prick, you know I'm not stupid enough to make a post or give u my attention but you need this, power on this game is the only power you've had in your life. You need to act as the professional employee gretar hired u to be, the same little guy you were when u were server support
  8. Are you saying I didn't learn from the first time I was macbanned? Do you think I enjoy being macbanned? Do you even realize how frustrating it is trying to convince you something you already know? I've read your response a thousand times over and over again because it feels like I'm going nuts I literally want to murder you so you can feel my dissapointment in you If I was to use a spamclicker IN A FIGHT it'd mess up my prayers, food, special attack, just because I showed you it in safe-zone once you're using it against me because you personally don't like me. And what FUCKING statistics or pattern are you talking about a spamclicker would click numerous times per second, it's 1:1 NOW And ofcourse Gretar will agree on the decision he DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK first of all he has no PK'ing experience why would I need his opinion anyway, and he just doesn't care in general he let's you handle shit and since you don't like me, it's not a surprise I'm macced Tell me what to do now, do I continue PK'ing exactly like Amenity in this video (1:1) and hope I don't get macbanned for the THIRD time? Do I stop PK'ing completely? When are you guys going realize I'm not talking shit I'm not wasting my time in private conversations with you on discord over my BAN ON A GAME YOU STUPID FUCKING SHITS it's unfair as FUCK. I didn't even get a fucking warning fuck right off unban my shit right now your shitty detector doesn't work IDC @Smackd Dude help me out here they're trying to make me think I'm doing something im not
  9. Because I'm the only one who pk's like that on Roat? Plus it's not only me but the other ones won't bother defending themselves cuz they know it's pointless, they'll get banned or told that their family's will be raped by Staff, the puppets who think they're all that but they're just confused employees
  10. Still getting banned for AHK'ing, when I'm not, this is what I'm doing and this is what I'm getting banned for: @Gretar @Legend™ @Smackd @JBLIND Is Roatz gonna be the only rsps which forces players to pk according to how staff pk's? We know this shit didn't come from Gretar himself, probably complaints from staff that suck at pking so he made them this detector Why not put me on pk cooldown? I told you staff I could quit pk'ing just to make you feel comfortable but you go ahead and macban me twice
  11. Oh come on dude... If you’re so smart then show me the patterns used on Erca last night, I was using 1:1 ONLY, and somehow autoswitching was detected😭😂 system is shit The spamclicker I used to sort of ”evade” AHK, but I need AHK to bind them 1:1, but system detects immediately someones ban was lifted as he was doing sort of the same thing don’t know why you gotta be a prick to me, it’s not like switching makes you a better pker
  12. You dickheads won’t answer my pm’s so I figured I’d make this post You can switch items by clicking on them with your mouse, or bind keys, 1 press on a keyboardbutton acts like 1 normal click (1:1), which happens to be how I switch, which isn’t even against the rules on 07, but it is now on Roat? Your ”Autoswitch tracker” doesn’t work I’ve tried switching normally and had an admin tell me to stop ”autoswitching” until he realized it targets anything that doesn’t involve the classic way of switching. It seems to react to autoclicking by any type, and anything related to the app Autohotkey, which I have to use to bind keys. If I wanted to ”autoswitch” (literally press 1 button and have 12 items changed in 0 ticks) I have 2 programmes for that which cannot even be detected by your shitty system it’s bias af Fix your shit I was macbanned for a few days bc of this misunderstanding stop with your bullshit rules there is no right or wrong everyone is free to switch however they want we’re not banning mouse users when they’re fighting trackpad losers
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